Actually, I received 3 missed calls.
And so I Googled the area code. At first, I did think (for a moment) that it could be...ya him...because I thought I mattered enough for him to call me the first thing he touched ground. Even if it is 12am at night, I still think he might call. I am not being overly pompous and acting all high-mighty. But the last time, he claimed I was first. And I believed. Although it did lead to 5 seconds of awkward silence and a forced thank you on my part (what do you expect to say!).
But this time, it is not him. (Inserts pissed-off sad face. Lol! Muttering "I really don't care whether he bothers to call or come back" )
Anyway, back to my area code story. You know, I am not good with numbers so at first I keyed in +858 and it led to Apple helpline. I was baffled, obviously. I don't really own that many Apple products and none of my Apple products were send for servicing (I think). So it didn't really make sense. Right?
So being really analytical, I checked the number again. Oppsie, I keyed in the wrong area code. And the area ended up being a place that I doubt we usually get prank calls from? OK, sometimes I do receive Middle East calls, which I don't understand why. But this time it is from a different place.
It is from a place I keep thinking about and pining for. I am like reading about their culture and history for no apparent reason. Part of me blames the Malaria pills for causing me to hallucinate and the inability to differentiate reality and imaginary emotions. And naturally, a hopeful part of me wishes it is him calling, even if it is like one in a million chance.
And missing the call makes me mad because I don't know who it is. And if it is him, what are the chances he will try to call again? And what if he doesn't call again? And so after that missed call, I dumbly set my phone out of the cursed silent mode and set the ringtone at the maximum volume enough to wake the sleeping dead. And yes, I even called myself to test the volume. And I slept with it a arm's range away so that you know I can pick it up asap if it ever rings again. Stupidity at its most glorious state.
Now everybody will you be going all concerned about if I am serious about him. Because we all know it is not going anywhere and will not go anywhere despite how great a guy he is.
All I know is I don't know. But if he takes the effort to contact me, I will do my best to contact him back? Even if it is going to be awkward hello, interjected with random silences. A waste of money? I think so too. But if he is willing to waste the money on me, it probably means I am important/special enough (or a really great cashcow to invest on. -.-)
If you think OMG a call and you are settled! I thought you were more "difficult" than that. Yea, I am. But given his circumstances, I think it is a big gesture. Not because no guys would do that for me. But more of, I would never do that for any girl if I were him...unless like I said she is different/ special and maybe I am really fond of her.Or maybe she is a cash cow (something that I would say...lol)! Where money is really a luxury there, seriously, I would probably save it for my next meal than make an overseas call.
But I don't think it is him. It could be EcoV people playing a prank on me (which I think is mean!)
Or maybe it is somebody else. And how could you even think he has your number? Yea, what was I thinking?!! There is a possibility he might have the number though. (Hopelessly Delusional)
And they say, you know if he likes you right? You can feel it!!!
I don't know. I really don't know ok.
He got look at you or not?
How I know! I don't even dare to look at him. And at those moments our glances met, I would look away.
He knows you like him?
I DON'T LIKE HIM OK. I just said he bu cuo, character is my type and immediately people assumed I am fond of him in a romantic way. And scriptwriters started to write the greatest love story that will never happen ever because I am passive. Very passive. And I fell asleep.
And too many spectators on our actions. -.- And they said I gave a dopey silly smile which they claimed I was fantasizing about him. Nice try, at that time I was thinking about a lot of things: How come the chickens look like road runners? How many days left? Enough underwear? Got time to do laundry? Should I go cycling/play volleyball/ soccer? What is for lunch? Which hair conditioner I should use? What to say for reflection today? OMG, IS THAT A PIGLET!!! SO CUTE!!! Where is my phone. Gotcha take photo! Will the people behind stop calling his name and asking me to lean towards him? Can the people in the lorry infront stop looking and give stupid grins! -.- Walao this seat sucks! Too close. Can't see a thing! he is kinda of cute! I think my legs too long..lol *tall*...uncomfortable. OMG, IS THAT ANOTHER PIGLET!!! SO CUTE!!! Where is my phone. Gotcha take photo! I think need to do laundry. Bo Bian. What is for dinner?
And yea, that's the reason for my dumb smile. Too many thoughts bombarding inside my head...
And the most brilliant question of all time...what he thinks of you?
And the most brilliant question of all time...what he thinks of you?
- Messy...hair is in a mess. Especially since I sometimes doze off with my half-dried hair...
- Jeans and old tees...I don't think I pull off that well...I was decked in my most "ugly" clothes...freaking attractive yea...barely any accessories...feel so naked... =(
- Crazy. One of a kind. Zi Hai.
- Eats a lot. Lousy Investment
- Possibly outgoing and loves the outdoor and farm animals?!?
- Lazy. Sleeps on the ride.
- OMG. Sleep in the most awkward fashion ever. (Assume that he will think that. cos I woke up finding myself contorted in the weirdest fashion ever)
And so that's the end of my Tragically "Romantic" love story/// T.T
Ok, some fortunate few may have seen a photo which we look awfully couple-like. The smile is just too blissful that it makes me want to punch myself. I mean seriously, how many couples out there can look that happy like us (fake couple)! Pffttt...
But still I hope you will remember me...
For all the right reasons...(like I am endearingly cute in a quirky way)
And if we meet this year or the next, then it is fate...
I do have some skype credits. Probably have nowhere to use it either. Sigh. Will see if it is any bastards who prank called me . Assholes. I hate you all! Think I should use my credits? EMO>VASTATED
Sensibility and Romance don't go hand-in-hand...
One gotcha go...
One more call...and I swear I will pick up...
=(
