There is a saying that only the fortunate can give because you have the luxury to share.
So I guess only the suay and the trodden have the reason to be unhappy. People like me have to learn to count their bliss and be grateful for what we have.
I want to be depressed too but I know this is not an option at this point in time. I cannot fall now. Now I realized there are so many people unhappy. Sigh, I don’t believe we should seek company in misery. Somebody got to stay strong or at least act strong. So I guess it’s me…yea, like I say the world is my stage. I am the one that can put on a good show and deceive the world with a flawless performance.
Stay strong, have faith, we will pull through these hard times together. The audience will witness a smashing finale as promised.
I had a really lucid dream last night. I saw an image of a bug-infested bag that eventually manifests the whole house. I couldn’t grab any valuables out of my bag, so I went to ask for aid from my neighbor. And the neighbor who answered my neighbor was someone new and lived in No.24. I was calling my Mum from the kitchen. Surprisingly she didn’t scold me and told me it’s okay the pest control would handle it. And the owner of the house is…
The scary thing about this dream was it seemed as though it was trying to transmit some message. My mum says it’s an omen. I am going to meet a lot of Xiao Ren. T.T Wonders if my army of Gui Ren can save me?
So I did some research to interpretate the signs
"I realise its best not to start a relationship with a girl I know because right now I am depressed and have got lots of problems. It would not be fair to her"[Dream Dictionary - infestation of insects in house]
To see a bag in your dream represents the responsibilities that you carry. To dream of a bag full of junk symbolizes that you are burdened with worries and problems; you have to find a way on unloading some of this burden.
*My bag is full of bugs, so what? I have a lot of man problem isit? Yala, yala I am not good enough for anyone. People like me should be alone for the rest on my life, instead of accumulating bad karma by dragging others down with me.*
To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for warmth and spiritual nourishment. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother. Alternatively the kitchen, represents a transformation
The number twenty-four symbolizes rewards, happiness, love, money, success and creativity. It also indicates your associations with people of high position and power. You may also exhibit a certain arrogance in love and in your success.
Resorted to meditation. *NOT MEDICATION. I am just flustered not terminally depressed!* Only way to calm the storm. Had to had a clear head. The heavens spoke. Chill and relax. Patience, girl, patience. The good things will come if you wait hard enough. And I have eradicated the root of my other problem. I knew creatures of these kinds were nothing but trouble. I can’t maintain my distance, but apparently I don’t have to avoid these “红颜祸水“ either. Just let everything stay constant and I will be blessed.
Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass. It is about dancing in the rain. Said it once and will preach it again. What if the storm never passes? What if the clouds aren't going nowhere? Am I supposed to mope over it?
Soo cute...
Soo silly...
Soo adorable...
Yup like a kid, a happy kid. And I am happy I made this kid happy. =)
Love these pictures, so beautiful...always make me smile with its dreaminess...yawnz
