It was an awkward moment.
What are you supposed to do when your Mum found a long forgotten letter that you written and you sort of forgot to send it out? Okay, maybe there was no intention to send it out in the first place.
Well, I freaked out and lost my cool. In my Dad’s terms, I lao xiu cheng nu.
To be frank, this is the third, wait or is it fifth time that my Mum found a love letter that I wrote. Yea, I know what you’re thinking, how come you write so many love letters? Cos I used to help people write it? Cos I have a flair for writing mushy, puke-inducing lines like “You are the moon and I am the stars. Together we rule the night sky.”
Yea, I can usually recognize the letters I write. Thank god the guy’s name is not engraved on it. At least I think it isn’t. I don’t know. I crushed it and hid it on the chair by sitting on it now. How would I know what’s the content? Jerry is probably in it, since Mum is so sure this time it is not written on anybody’s behalf.
Ok, I lied. I more or less know its content. I even know when I wrote it. I even know who coerced me into writing it. Who else!!!
Yea, maybe I should have just recited it out. (Now the person who forced me into it should know who she is.) And it would save me the embarrassment. And sucky shit, I was still playing with that lie detector a while ago. Now she wants to use it on me to see who the guy is.
She just went to bed, so I quickly skimmed through the letter. No name, no date. Good, she doesn’t know who he is. Bad, she probably thinks it’s a recent letter. Damn, she’s probably going to look through my entire phonebook to see who I recently communicated. But the saddest thing of all, what I wrote was a self-fulfilling prophecy, it’s an infatuation. He is not even in my life right now. So Mum, just let it rest. Don’t be lame and rake up the past.
Looking back, I think I am quite silly. Haha. Not just silly, but very silly. Yea, it’s passing water. There are some people you won’t take back even if given a second chance. There are some instances that you won’t want to look back if given a second chance. It’s not because there were no good memories. It’s because I don’t remember anything. I don’t keep many promises, with the exception of those I made to myself. When I said, let it go, I wiped everything out.
Only thought after looking at the letter: So that’s how far my love can go.
Anyway, I wish you all the best and may happiness follow you wherever you may be. You deserve a great girl who will shower you with love and smother you with her passion. She’s a lucky one to be loved by you. You will forever take a special place in my heart.
What are you supposed to do when your Mum found a long forgotten letter that you written and you sort of forgot to send it out? Okay, maybe there was no intention to send it out in the first place.
Well, I freaked out and lost my cool. In my Dad’s terms, I lao xiu cheng nu.
To be frank, this is the third, wait or is it fifth time that my Mum found a love letter that I wrote. Yea, I know what you’re thinking, how come you write so many love letters? Cos I used to help people write it? Cos I have a flair for writing mushy, puke-inducing lines like “You are the moon and I am the stars. Together we rule the night sky.”
Yea, I can usually recognize the letters I write. Thank god the guy’s name is not engraved on it. At least I think it isn’t. I don’t know. I crushed it and hid it on the chair by sitting on it now. How would I know what’s the content? Jerry is probably in it, since Mum is so sure this time it is not written on anybody’s behalf.
Ok, I lied. I more or less know its content. I even know when I wrote it. I even know who coerced me into writing it. Who else!!!
Yea, maybe I should have just recited it out. (Now the person who forced me into it should know who she is.) And it would save me the embarrassment. And sucky shit, I was still playing with that lie detector a while ago. Now she wants to use it on me to see who the guy is.
She just went to bed, so I quickly skimmed through the letter. No name, no date. Good, she doesn’t know who he is. Bad, she probably thinks it’s a recent letter. Damn, she’s probably going to look through my entire phonebook to see who I recently communicated. But the saddest thing of all, what I wrote was a self-fulfilling prophecy, it’s an infatuation. He is not even in my life right now. So Mum, just let it rest. Don’t be lame and rake up the past.
Looking back, I think I am quite silly. Haha. Not just silly, but very silly. Yea, it’s passing water. There are some people you won’t take back even if given a second chance. There are some instances that you won’t want to look back if given a second chance. It’s not because there were no good memories. It’s because I don’t remember anything. I don’t keep many promises, with the exception of those I made to myself. When I said, let it go, I wiped everything out.
Only thought after looking at the letter: So that’s how far my love can go.
Anyway, I wish you all the best and may happiness follow you wherever you may be. You deserve a great girl who will shower you with love and smother you with her passion. She’s a lucky one to be loved by you. You will forever take a special place in my heart.
